Actually, I just want to be happy, because to be happy is the greatest feeling everyone wants to feel. Very easy to say so hard to achieve. But you know what, as I sit here in the corner of my room, I realize; there are three things that really make me happy.
First is my family. They are the best gifts I ever have. I told you earlier, I just want to be happy. In order to do that, my family should also be happy and I will do things that make them happy. Even they are not outspoken of what they want me to be, I can feel their perseverance and courage just to let me experience a good quality of education that I am enjoying right now and I will never let them feel disappointed. I need to finish my studies and help them raise our status in life. In that little step by step ways, I can make them happy, so do I.
Second are my dogs. Swear! I love them so much. Every time I saw them, they fade away all my unnecessary feeling I felt. They always completed my day. One day without them is a whore. I would be very glad if I see them running as fast as they want in the backyard of my dream house and we don't need to tie them at all. How I wish, we don't need to sell their poor little puppies just to earn money.
If only I could fast forward the days, I want to work right now. I want to see myself wearing the uniform of the company I am working at. To give my first salary to my parents and buy the things they needed and wanted. I want to have stable job. That’s the third thing that makes me happy: D
After giving love and fulfilling my parent's dream, our dream for our dogs, and to have a stable career, I think, I deserve to have someone who will love me and make me feel special. That would tell me that loving me is the second best thing he ever did because the first thing he did was finding me. Oh, how sweet! At the right time, he will ask my precious hands from my parent and ask me to be with him forever and live a simple and happy life together with our beloved kids and hopefully with our grandchildren. Oh, how i wish..! (Sigh...)
I know I ask for too much, near to perfection but this is not a perfect world, nor a perfect life - life is unfair! Thus, dreaming is free. But with the help of the people around me, who always in my side and supported me endlessly and of course with the Glory of God, I hope I someday, I can say "Mission Accomplished".
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